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"WHO DO YOU SAY I
AM?"
Christ, Center of Vocation
I have heard many things about him. I have often spoken
of him. But many times they have been only words, ideas, feelings
and not my own convictions - not my true love for him.
Who is Jesus ?" Or better, "Who is Jesus to me
?" This is a question I am faced with during the most
important moments of my life. The same question confronts
me in the urgency of making serious decisions or when crises
arrive, both with their fruits of joy and suffering.
Who is Jesus to me? I have, from long ago, given up trying
to come up with a theoretical answer, even a beautiful one.
Jesus is becoming my daily struggle; my solitary secret; the
fountain of my pilgrim reconciliation. Nowadays I realize
that without him my vocation as a man, as a priest and a missionary
doesn't make any sense.
Who is Jesus for us? And what have we done of him?... Jesus
Christ should be a perpetual surprise, a continuous fresh
start. He is himself the most crucial question we will ever
face. The only valid vocational discernment.
DREAMER", "GUERRILLA", OR "SUPERSTAR"?
Sharing my ministry for eight years with students and young
people, I have found among them a huge variety of "images"
of Jesus Christ.
1) For some Jesus is a "nice" man who preached
a "nice" message...
2) Others have reduced Jesus to a social revolutionary.
A hero -philosopher -poet who died in coherence with his ideology.
3) Still others look on Jesus as a "religious"
leader. A physical and spiritual healer. A person with
magic power. They "use" him when they have problems,
when they want a "miracle." The relationship with
this Jesus is mainly emotional. An escape from our realities.
A spiritualism that "adapts" Jesus to our interests.
4) Many others substitute the real humanity of Jesus for
a conventional symbol. We cry, for instance, in front
of a bloody scene of Jesus on the cross or a loving baby Jesus
in the manger, without questioning why he is on the cross
or why he chooses to be born in such poor conditions. The
tendency is to have a "cult" of Jesus, rather than
following and imitating him.
5) Finally, there is the Christ of the bourgeoisie, where
many of us priests and religious persons find ourselves.
We look at the traditions of "common" people as
a manifestation of their ignorance. Our Jesus is handsome,
cultivated, well-educated, almighty, omniscent
But this
Jesus Christ is abstract, he is bored, always in silence.
A piece of decoration, good for our business. business. Doesn't
disturb our lives. Never challenges us. His call to conversion
is too sweet. If be could talk he could be very dangerous!
JESUS OF THE GOSPELS
Let us contemplate Jesus as though for the time. We don't
have a biography of Jesus in usual sense. We can't find in
the gospels a complete description of Jesus Christ. In point
of fact, Jesus never really explained his person. He left
the Jews, the masses, and even his own disciples in doubt
as to who he was. We know Jesus only to the extent that we
try to follow him. We are invited to share with his disciples,
as one of them, their slow discovery of the mystery of Jesus.
Real Christian faith matures little by little, after a long
journey with him.
A) Jesus and nature (Mark 4:35-41)
One evening Jesus felt tired and said to his disciples: "Let's
go across to the other side." So they left the crowd
and took Jesus away. When they were in the middle of the sea
"a storm gathered and the wind began to blow. The waves
spilled over into the boat so that it was already filled with
water. And Jesus was in the stern, asleep on the cushion."
I am sure we know this passage by heart. They woke him up
and asked him to intervene. "As Jesus awoke, he rebuked
the wind and ordered the sea, 'Quiet now! Be still!' The wind
dropped and there was a great calm."
The conclusion of this paragraph is very interesting. The
disciples were terribly afraid and they and they said to one
another, "Who can this be that even the wind and the
sea obey him?"
We don't have any answer
The gospel just puts us in
face of evidences.
B) Jesus and the sick (Mark 1:40-45; 5:21-43)
The sick appeared whenever Jesus was. He had a special feeling
for them, perhaps because they express better human poverty.
There were blind persons, lepers, paralytics, a woman who
had suffered from bleeding for twelve years, and Jesus cured
them. Even more, he raised to life the dead daughter of Jairus.
Again, in all these cases, we don't find an intellectual definition
of Jesus. The text of the gospel simply tells us: "Mere
was astonishment, very great astonishment." Furthermore,
his townnates were asking themselves, quite scandalized, "Who
is this one? What kind of wisdom has been given to him that
he performs also such miracles?" (Mark 6:2).
C) Jesus and the sinner (Mark 2:1-12)
There is another kind of illness more terrible than the physical
one: sin. Jesus also dealt with it. "While Jesus was
speaking the Word to them, some people brought to him a paralyzed
man. The four men who carried him couldn't get near Jesus,
so they opened the roof above the room where Jesus was and,
through the hole, lowered the man on his mat. When Jesus saw
the faith of these people, he said to the paralyzed man, 'my
son, your sins are forgiven'"
The teachers of the Law and the "conscientious"
persons furiously remarked, "Who is this who speaks blasphemy?
Who can forgive sins except God?" Jesus knew what they
were thinking and said to them, "Now you shall know that
the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins. And
said to the paralyzed man, 'Rise, take up your mat and go
home.'" The last verse expresses: "All of them were
astonished and praised God saying, We have never seen anything
like this!"
D) Jesus and the demons (Mark 1:21-28, 3:11-12;
5:1-20)
The demons seem to be the only ones who know who Jesus is;
they fear him. It is a decisive combat between Jesus and Satan.
When the demons saw Jesus from afar, they ran and cried with
a loud voice, "What do you want with us, Jesus, Son of
the Most High God?" Then Jesus commanded them, "Be
silent and come out of this man!" Then the person who
was enslaved experiences the liberation of God. His joy is
indescribable. The end is always the same. Jesus forbids the
demons to divulge it. "All the people were astonished
and they wondered, 'What is this? With what authority he preaches!
He orders evil spirits and they obey him!"
THE HEART OF THE DRAMA
In the center of the evangelical narration there comes a point
when Jesus wants to test the faith of his disciples (Mark
8:27-33; Matthew 16:13-20). On the way he asked them, 'Who
do people say I am?" And they told him, "Some say
you are John the Baptist; others say you are Elijah or one
of the prophets."
Until this point the exam is going smoothly because it is
easier to talk about others than to risk giving our own opinion.
Jesus goes to the core of the question, "But you, who
do you say I am ?" I think the disciples were caught
up in silence. But just then Peter, with his generosity and
daring, answered, "You are the Christ, the Son of the
living
Even if Peter's comprehension was still very weak, he was
sincere and in that became a model of discipleship. Today
the same question is directed to US.
Except for Peter's statements and an allusion during the triumphant
entry into Jerusalem,"Hosannah Blessed is he who comes
in the name of the Lord!" (Mark 11:1-11), we do not find
in the gospel any other explicit reference to, Jesus 'identity.
We need to wait until the ultimate sacrifice to understand
who Jesus is. At the foot of the cross there are no secrets,
none anymore. "Jesus uttered a loud cry and gave up his
spirit. And immediately the curtain which enclosed the Temple
Sanctuary was torn in two from top to bottom" (Mark 15:37-38).
The answer comes to us from a soldier, from a pagan. "The
captain who was standing in front of him saw Jesus die and
heard the cry he gave; and he said, 'Truly, this man was the
Son of God'" (Mark 15:39).
The soldier, over the corpse of a crucified man, tells us
the journey that has to be made for the profession of Christian
faith to be true. Jesus is disconcerting! We have to die to
our idea of him in order to accept him as he is: Love without
limits!
TRUE MAN AND TRUE GOD
Who is Jesus? Nineteen long centuries have come
and gone and he is the centerpiece of the human race. Nobody
has affected the life of man upon earth as this solitary prophet
has.
Jesus has the power to give us peace, to command over our
storms. He is able to open our eyes from blindness, to cleanse
us of our leprosy, to say to us in our paralysis: Get up and
walk! He is the only one who destroys our sins and brings
us to new life. He is our liberator from all our demons: fear,
vice, injustice, division, infidelity, mediocrity....
Jesus is a radical newness. He gives all and he demands all.
His messages is fire. He becomes an enigma: for or against
him! His call to conversion is without compromise, without
noise, without end. True man and true God.
SEVEN SELF-DEFINITIONS OF JESUS
1. "I am the light of the world" (John 8:12).
2. "I am the bread of life" (John 6:35).
3. "I am the way, the truth and the life (John
14:6).
4. "I am the good shepherd" (John 10:11).
5. "I am the gate" (John 10:09).
6. "I am the resurrection and the life (John
11:25).
7. "I am the true vine" (John 15:1).
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A God crucified. A song of eternity. He is alive! He overcomes
death! He is with us forever!
He Is Alive
JESUS' BIO-DATA
NAME: JESUS
NAME OF PARENTS: Joseph (modest artisan, descendant of King
David) and Mary.
PLACE OF BIRTH: Bethlehem of Judea. (In a manger).
PLACE OF UPBRINGING: Nazareth of Galilee. The province farthest
from the Capital and most backward culturally.
OCCUPATION: Carpenter, Preacher.
EDUCATIONAL BACKGROUND:
-Presumably he had learned to read and write a little.
- Most of his culture was of an oral type.
-He never wrote his message.
He preached and acted.
-He knew the traditions of his people.
-He had studied the Bible in the local Synagogue.
-Study of the Scriptures gave him a wisdom and a rich vocabulary
to express the sense of life.
ADDRESS: He did not have a fixed abode: "Foxes have holes
and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has
nowhere to lay his head."
CIVIL STATUS: He had neither wife nor children. He was entirely
devoured by his mission.
BEST QUALMES:
o "Merciful."
-His search for the lost sheep.
-His predilection for the "little ones."
-He waited respectfully for people to mature, never using
undue power to convert them.
-Never judged, never imposed.
-Demanded radical options,
nevertheless, no one felt crushed.
o "A man of God:"
-Impressive rhythm of prayer.
-Profoundly united to the Father, always dependent on his
will.
o "A man of everyone:"
-Absolutely approachable.
-He never put up any barriers.
-He inspired confidence.
-He did not brush off the importunate with an air of someone
in a hurry, with a thousand things to do.
-He treated everyone as unique and special.
-He gave himself to all people, and all people were his family.
FRIENDS:
-Jesus was a true friend: gave his life for his friends.
-He had special friends, men and women: Mary, Martha, Lazarus,
his disciples....
-Breaking through prejudices, he offered his friendship to
the children, the poor, sinners, the sick, prostitutes, publicans,
tax collectors, soldiers, government officials, slaves
Preacher:
-He spoke in a very simple way, using examples and parables
from daily life.
-He preached "as one who has authority" and "never
has anyone spoken as that man."
-Harmony between his person, his deeds, and his words.
-He took the risk of telling the truth; he told the Scribes
and Pharisees that their hearts were black sepulchers with
fine exteriors.
FIDELITY TO HIS MSSION:
-Jesus had an ideal and he followed it to the end.
-Nothing made him deviate from his mission: not failures,
conflicts, Persecution, loneliness....
-He was without a trace of bitterness or skepticism.
FREEDOM AND POVERTY
-Free and poor and forgetful of self.
-Free because he was poor. Total abandonment into the hands
of the Father.
-Identified himself with the role of "servant".
-His executioners gambled for the only piece of property he
had on earth - his coat.
-He was buried in a borrowed grave.
MESSAGE
-He proclaimed the presence of the Kingdom of God: love, justice,
peace... to make people brothers and sisters.
-"Happy are you poor; the Kingdom of God is yours!"
-"Happy are you who mourn; God will comfort you!"
-"Happy are you who are merciful to others; God will
be merciful to you!
-"Do not take revenge on someone who wrongs you. Love
your enemies and pray for those who persecute you."
-"There is no greater love than this: to lay down one's
life for one's friends."
ONE SOLITARY PROPHET:
-Lonely in life and lonely in death, even if he was almost
never physically alone.
-Incomprehension of his relatives and friends: "they
were convinced he was out of his mind."
-Misunderstood by the crowds.
-His friends ran away. One of them denied him.
-He became the center of controversy. The public officials
condemned him.
-Jesus did not leave anyone indifferent.
DEATH:
-He died on Calvary, on a Friday around 3:00 pm. He was 33
years old.
-He was nailed to a cross between two thieves.
-He taught a new way to suffer and to die: through fidelity
to a cause.
EPILOGUE:
-He always did good! Never committed sin! Only he has words
of eternal life!
-He was risen on the third day!
-His love is source of liberation!
-He founded the church!
-He is with us!
LORD JESUS
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You are
my strength and my failure
my heritage and my poverty.
You my justice, Jesus.
My war and my peace.
My freedom!
My death and my life, you.
Word of my cries,
silence of my waiting,
witness of my dreams,
Cross of my cross!
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Cause of my bitterness,
forgiveness of my egotism,
crime of my trial,
judge of my poor tears,
reason of my hope, you!
You are my promised land...
The Easter of my Easter,
our glory forever, Lord Jesus!
Bishop Pedro Casaldaliga
"Fire and Ashes to the Wind"
Claretian Publications
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